Beginning...

I've wondered for a long time if I should create this blog or not... Ultimately I decided to do it, because I need an escape. An escape from me, from the happiness I pretend to feel every day. I needed to have my personal spot, somewhere where I could say what I want, when I want. Because I'm too cold of a person to trust anyone with my true feelings. 

I'm writing in english because I find it easier to express myself, although my native language is portuguese (not that anyone is going to read this, but anyway...)